I sit here at the computer, sipping a cup of coffee. Theres a wild headache pounding my brain, not allowing me to think too well. As I here a small knocking sound Im sure its me head pounding again.
As the sound continues I realize that its the door. The timid knocking grows a little louder. I can see her silhouette throw the glass. What is she here for? She still wears the pink shirt I got her as a birthday present
Hi she whispers it. I notice several bruises at the neckline of her shirt, but she tucks her collar up a little higher as she sees my eyes.
Without words I motion for her to come
What Happened Here Last Night? by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
What Happened Here Last Night?
Morning breaks
On this bed
Through a silk curtain
I look around
What happened here last night?
Trail of clothes
Wine bottles all around
Feeling sweaty and sticky
Door still wide open
And who is this lying next to me?
Morning breaks
On this bed
Through a silk curtain
I look around
What happened here last night?
The Blood I Spill For You by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
The Blood I Spill For You
Think about me Think about me
Think about me Think about me
What would you do without me
Think about me Think about me
Think about me Think about me
What would you do without me
Think about me Think about me
Think about me Think about me
What would you do without me
Think about Think about
Think about Think about
What would you do without me
Think Think
Think Think
What would you do without me
If the devil's hand came up
And pulled me down below
Would you even care
To know how much I loved you so
I don't know why you had to be so mean
I am sorry for if I caused it all
It never crossed my mind
That I was in love with y
Every time you see me
Lately I've been
Cold and hostile
To anyone around me
Stop coming so close to me
It really doesn't help you see
And every hug you place on me
Drives me further away
Every time you see me
Lately I've been
Eyeing that blade a little more
Ignoring your warm body
As you press against me
Just begging me not to take myself away
And every hug you place on me
Drives me further away
Every time you see me
Lately I've been
Screaming at everyone
For stuff no one has done
To me you were all the death of my family
The hurt of my heart
Everything in between
And every hug you place on me
Drives me further away
When you are old and feeble
Dying from yourself
You may feel an icy hand
Ready to lead you away
Arise from your body
It wont help you there
Get up, get up
Let him fly you up there
When you are young and foolish
Twisted in the wreckage
Of a drag race car
You may feel an icy hand
Ready to lead you away
Arise from your body
It wont help you there
Get up, get up
Let him fly you up there
When you are tiny and very young
Not alive that long
You may feel an icy hand
Cradeling your body
It wasn't your time to come to life
Or maybe he's just feeling cruel tonight
Let him fly you up there
Wicked Mind Games by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Wicked Mind Games
There is something here
It took away all my fear
Replaced it with sin
There's a bloody knife nearby
A child somewhere cries
There is a rumor
Once you knew me
Loved me
Befriended me
I changed my name
Just left a note saying goodbye
And changed into a new persona
There is only one who now
Can see through this pitiful disguise
Or make that two just in case
You count the one who rules my soul
There is a candle burning bright
In this darkened July night
It's all the light
I'm living by
Until the black curtains
Someone draws back
There is a blade someone here
I haven't used it yet
Don't worry my dear
Soon enough
The time w
Splash
The water
On my face
I have to
Meet a girl
I don't want
To see
She will cry
Even though
This is
Her fault
She will cry
Even though
She's going to
Break up
With me
For him
As the blood drips from my wrist
From a silently made slit
I can't help but think back to her
How she will never care
That I am bleeding
On her front steps
Hey girl
Did you know I kept track
Of all the lies you made to me
Even you might be surprised
433 lies
433 lies to me
Hey girl
Did you know I kept track
Of every lie I heard you say to others
To teachers, principals, officers, parents
Store owners, bank clerks, random people on the street
You will be surprised
2047
That's right
2047 in the six months I knew you
I don't even have ones I don't know about
Or forget to write down in my book
Haha
2480
Hey girl
Lie much?
Cry a little
Not a lot
Because when you leave here
They will of all forgot
What you did
To make them whole
What you did
By giving a piece of your soul
Every poem with true meaning
Has to of come from some such feeling
And every feeling we pull from ourselves
Unravels the fabric
Of our soul
Maybe the pain will come and go
But some poets
Will never know
Because they write from the mind
Not from the soul
Would you allow me to enter your mind?
To let me see what makes you happy
and sad.
Would you allow me to see
the suffering you have gone through?
The pain that lies
beneath that fake smile?
Would you allow me to see
the happy times you try to forget?
Because they no longer exist?
Would you allow me to see
every heartache and sorrow?
Every thought?
Every tear youve ever shed
while hiding under your bed?
Would you allow me to enter your mind?
Kiss and Say Goodbye by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Kiss and Say Goodbye
It just
Isn't working out
She says she's
Had enough
As much as
I'll hope
She doesn't want
To try again
This time
If this
Is the way
It has to go
Then we'll
Just
Kiss and say goodbye
Wipe Your Tears Away by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Wipe Your Tears Away
Tonight
I want to hold you
Close
And say
I'll never leave
Again
But we both
Know this
Can't be true
For tomorrow
I'll be gone
Again
But tonight
We'll dance together
And whisper
Loving words
Although tomorrow
When I awake
I'll have to
Wipe your tears away
Hold on
We aren't there yet
It's only half past
Hold back
It'll be alright
Just don't hide
Release the inhibition
The fear that makes you cry
Replace it with ecstasy
Dance alone again
In the hope
Of nothing by nothing
Drown aloud
And watch me die
In the hope
Of nothing by something
Drown quietly
And watch me dance
Cry now
Don't be scared
I wont hurt you
Cry slow
You need your breath
To do a little more
Release the inhibition
The pain that makes you cry
Replace it with elation
And dance alone again
In the hope
Of nothing by nothing
Drown aloud
And watch me die
In the hope
Of nothing by something
Drown quietly
Vampiress Seduction by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Vampiress Seduction
Drink deep
Let the liquid fall
Don't you worry
Painless
In despair
Watching
A memory there
Unravel
The thread of time
Let us go
On blood we dine
Mindless purpose
Is what drives us
Mindless purpose
Is what loves us
Mindless purpose
Is what needs us
Mindless purpose
Taste the blood
Kiss deep
Let the lust come
Don't you worry
Hateless
In ecstasy
Watching
Yourself fade
Wave goodbye
To your wits
Let us go
On blood we dine
Mindless purpose
Is what drives us
Mindless purpose
Is what loves us
Mindless purpose
Is what needs us
Mindless purpose
Taste the blood
Taste the blood
Addiciton Is Not My Enemy by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Addiciton Is Not My Enemy
There's an addiction running through my veins
And I'd rather hear it then a thousand screaming babes
Even though it does this stuff to me
Addiction is not my enemy
Nothing's ever the same with addiction in your veins
Hold on now just take another sip
Even though it does this stuff to me
Addiction is not my enemy
Swirling
Twirling
All around
Which way's up
Which way's down
Swirling
Twirling
All around
There's an addiction in my veins
Once again today
The addiction wont be rid from my veins
And if it left I'd rather go insane
Even though it does this stuff to me
Addiction is not my enemy
Addiction of pain will run througho
She lies forever beneath that stone,
She wonders why nobody tried,
To help her when she was alone,
And her friends wonder,
Why she lied.
She lied,
She lied about the bruises,
She lied,
About the pain he caused.
She lied about all the scars,
That marred her little body,
Oh....,
She lied.
She lied to her teachers,
She lied to her dear friends,
She lied about everything,
And now she lies for the final time,
Underneath this willow tree.
For no one cared about her,
They just turned their eyes away,
She looked to them for relief from the pain,
But they just turned away,
Wasn't their problem to gain.
She lied,
She lied about
Wicked Mind Games by Wicked-Mind-Games, literature
Literature
Wicked Mind Games
There is something here
It took away all my fear
Replaced it with sin
There's a bloody knife nearby
A child somewhere cries
There is a rumor
Once you knew me
Loved me
Befriended me
I changed my name
Just left a note saying goodbye
And changed into a new persona
There is only one who now
Can see through this pitiful disguise
Or make that two just in case
You count the one who rules my soul
There is a candle burning bright
In this darkened July night
It's all the light
I'm living by
Until the black curtains
Someone draws back
There is a blade someone here
I haven't used it yet
Don't worry my dear
Soon enough
The time w
Current Residence: Newfoundland Favourite genre of music: Industrial or Darkwave Favourite photographer: Myself again Favourite style of art: Black & White Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: mp4 Shell of choice: Malaysian trumpet snail Wallpaper of choice: Anything black & white Skin of choice: Human Personal Quote: If I wanted you dead, I would of killed you myself.
Favourite Visual Artist
Anyone but me
Favourite Movies
HP3
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Skinny Puppy
Favourite Writers
Myself
Favourite Games
Mind games are fun...
Favourite Gaming Platform
The Human Mind, although dog, fish, gerbil and cat ones work too
May be gone for a few days, then back on, gone for another. *shrugs* Having some buisness problems. Flying around everywhere, driving a million other places. Poo.
I wake up...
My front door is wide open...
There must be fifteen bottles scattered around the house...
Clothes everywhere on everything...
And someone in my bed...
This morning is... odd...
Mildly interested in starting to write an erotic vampire story.. I'll try some ideas on a few friends then maybe upload it to dA. We shall see how it goes.